Roses and thorns

     Well, what do i say? or rather, where to begin? my life has been full of roses and thorns since my last post, but again who's life isn't full of roses and thorns? hmmm....

     I graduated! i will forever and always miss being a Sabercat at Sabino High School, i will miss my teachers, being with my friends and most of the basketball team and my coach  :'( 


     But, because High School is over, i got a graduation present that stomps all other graduation presents into the ground, i went to EUROPE! Talk about an AMAZING trip! i saw Rome, Florence, Assisi, Pisa, Wengen, Paris, and London <3 Rome was my favorite, i just cant get enough of there history, its mind blowing! its a beautiful continent if i do say so myself, and i will say so myself.


I swear, the only shirts i ever where are free and are about Sabino and/or Sabino Basketball :P

     Im not going to go into great detail about my trip, and ill leave ranting about a certain demented person for another post ^.^ but i will say that as Amazing Europe was it was an overwhelming feeling of joy to come back home, to America that is. we landed in Texas to catch a flight to Tucson, and we had and hour and half+ layover, but i was so giddy and excited to be back in America! i got me some Starbucks, and walked around with the absolute biggest smile on my face, just so happy to be there. i thanked ever service man and women i saw and was on cloud 9. no joke. 

     Coming back from Europe things settle down then kept sinking down. i was trapped in a multimillion dollar home and i wanted out. i needed a car :P and a job, i wanted to do something. the days were long and boring, just like every summer I suppose. 

BUT THEN

     I got a car! but not just ANY CAR a 07-11 JEEP WRANGLER SPORT!!!!!!!!!!!! now all i need is a german Shepard named Army and i can officially die happy (happy enough)  i already added my American flag to the left side, interior handles and such, and the most amazing BA trunk organizer <3 i don't have photos of any of these yet, but i have the before shot:





     Now all she needs is a name :) and other enhancements of course but those will come with time ;D

     Now, enough with all the Roses, time to get on with the thorns, leav this entry off on a sour note, you know what i mean? D:<

     Well, my new favorite fish that i was so happy to own and i loved so much, died. Denarius is gone :'( so get this, i bought a new Betta fish a few weeks later, one that looked like him because i really did love him more then any other fish since Squirt. i named this one Centurion, and i love him <3 he has such a personality! but just a few days ago he started showing signs of fin rot. now he has fin rot, AND pinecone! Pinecone! what the heck!?! right now he's just sitting at the top of the tank trying to breath. i don't know what to do. this really pisses me off. how can my moms betta fish tassel be left on the kitchen counter all day, be fed if its luck and not have her water changed until its evaporated so low she barley has room to turn around, and still be healthy!? while i take care of my fish every day, clean his tank at least once a week and they get sick and die. i don't understand. i used to be able to keep hundreds of fish at a time and have them all be healthy. Rainbow, he lived for 5 years! and recently i haven't kept one since then for over 1 year :( the fish gods are angry at me or something. it only hurts because i become attached and then they die. and i feel like a failure. 

     My red platty also died a few days ago.

     I guess thats not too many thorns. some people may think i don't have the right to complain lol oh well, i guess thats why my life is good. if only my fish would stop dyeing....